withered time

By: Precious Anne Palaganas

Why do I always wonder?
Yet I am still here
Always feeling the same
Over and over again

No right to complain
Because I am so plain
Still feeling so lame
Like I am full of shame

Not used to doing nothing
Maybe I am just not doing
Feel so wrong
In this place and this toil

Felt like I'm losing
Something or my time
I know I should be somewhere
For sure, not here.

Don't know what to do
Feel so burdened for nothing
Like there's some task
But really just wind

It keeps on blowing in my face
Like slapping me left and right
Saying, "Hey, what are you doing?"
Telling me something!

I felt like I'm wasting my time
Doing something I don't love
Staying is like dying
And I want to leave and live now. 

new leap

Eyes, nose, lips by Taeyang  -- > this song keeps on playing on my playlist and I just found out that it has 2 awesome covers from the same artist agency. I guess YG Entertainment is really one of the best entertainment agency in Korea with very talented artists! (oops, I'm biased! I know!! :p)

TAEYANG - 눈,코,입 (EYES, NOSE, LIPS) M/V

credits to: BIGBANG's official YT account

AKMU - '눈,코,입(EYES, NOSE, LIPS)' COVER VIDEO

credits to: Akdong Musician (AKMU)'s official YT account

and my favorite!!!! Tablo's cover x Taeyang... It is said from allkpop.com that it was the rapper, Tablo who re-written the lyrics and his Epik High groupmate DJ Tukutz did the remix.

TABLO X TAEYANG - '눈,코,입(EYES, NOSE, LIPS)' COVER VIDEO

credits to: OfficialEpikHigh's YT account

LYRICS:

credits to: http://www.yg-life.com/

I would like to share one of my favorite poems -- 

REPETITION by Phil-Kaye

I remember the bed just floating there.

Apart, apart, apart, apart.

My mother taught me this trick

If you repeat something over and over again it loses its meaning

For example:

Homework, homework, homework, homework, homework, homework, homework, homework, homework

See, nothing

Our existence, she said, is the same way.

You watch the sun set too often, it just becomes 6 PM

You make the same mistake over and over; you’ll stop calling it a mistake

If you just

wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up,

one day you’ll forget why

Nothing is forever, she said

My parents left each other when I was 7 years old

Before their last argument they sent me off to the neighbor’s house,

like some astronaut jettisoned from the shuttle.

When I came back there was no gravity in our home, beds floating

I imagined it as an accident, that when I left

They whispered to each other “I love you” so many times over

that they forgot what it meant

Family, family, family, family, family, family

My mother taught me this trick

If you repeat something over and over again it loses its meaning

This became my favorite game

It made the sting of words evaporate.

Separation, separation, separation;

see, nothing

Apart, apart, apart;

see, nothing

I am an injured handyman now

I work with words all day

Shut up, I know the irony!

When I was young, I was taught that the trick to dominating language

was breaking it down

Convincing it that it was worthless

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you;

See, nothing

Soon after my parents’ divorce, I developed a stutter

Fate is a cruel and efficient tutor

There is no escape in stutter

You feel the meaning of every word drag itself up your throat

S-s-s-separation

Stutter is a cage made of mirrors

Every “Are you ok?”

Every “What’d you say?”

Every “Come on kid, spit it out”

Is a glaring reflection you cannot escape

Every terrible moment skips upon its own announcement

Over and over until it just hangs there,

floating in the middle of the room

Mom, Dad,

I am not wasteful with my words anymore.

Even now after hundreds of hours of practicing away my stutter,

I still feel the claw of meaning in the bottom of my throat.

I have heard that even in space;

You can hear the scratching of a

I-I-I-I love you.

"Repetition" by Phil Kaye

credits to: Button Poetry

CNBLUE - Still

It is like I am watching a movie..

nice and powerful intro then it became slow and melodic

Then, faster....

with so much beat...

Then the piano, guitar riffs, the drums

then...2:22 - 2:39- I can hear all the instruments..nothing's left...

-When it comes to arrangement, CNBLUE mastered it...^_^ yes, I know (my biased opinion).. 

credits to: WarnerMusicJapan

Simple Plan - SUMMER PARADISE feat. Taka from ONE OK ROCK

Summer Paradise by Simple Plan feat. Taka from ONE OK ROCK

Now, it is summertime in my country....I want to go to the beach now...

How about you? May you enjoy the SUN and the BEACH... ^^

Credits to: Warner Music Japan

such a faze mind

I know I can go back
I want to go back
I miss my old self
Where is the 'happy' me?

when will this end?
the pain and worries
such an annoying feeling
so uncomfortable

so sad, so bad
i believe i can make it
i want to erase it
just want to run and hide

feels so light
walking at night
terrible plight
i can't fight

this is my mind
can you see mine?
now you know
so please go......

By: Me

How would you feel?

How would you feel if you find out that you have a sickness?
a very BIG one
you found out at the most unexpected time
unbelievable, very unacceptable

Then you realize it is true
Very true that you could't do anything
you don't know what to do, what to say
who to talk to, who to ask for help or advice?
You just don't know

You let that moment of silence to pass
you look at each other and then laugh
then you are scared, then you smile 
then you are sad and then you think...

How would you feel if it is so sudden?
How would you feel if it is so surreal?
How would you feel when you are not ready?
How would you feel when you felt this weak?

This question makes my mind like this?
My mind is like consists of tangled wires now
Can't see how to untie and solve the puzzle
Don't know what to do, don't know what it is

I am so confused, my mind is cracking up
Feels like wanted someone to open it up
I want to see what's inside, what can it do
What can I do? How should I do it?
Somebody would like to tell me or to tell us what to do?

Oh, feels like I am going crazy
This thing is such a mess
Feels like can't do anything at this time
I need to let this pass and will surely surpass...

By: Me