Pink then BLUE

Since I was young, my favorite color has always been PINK. I love the different shades of it. It is very feminine and sweet. I also had plenty of "pink" stuff. (It is not that I didn't like other color before, they were just not in my list of options.) As I grow older my preference changes and I started to adore EARTH tone such as brown, tans, grays, greens. I like them as they gave me the feeling of nature. Besides the fact that I really love nature, Earth tone colors really compliment my fair skin.

It was a year ago when I was introduced to a Korean pop-rock band, CNBLUE. I am a self-confessed couch potato and fan of Korean dramas. Then, I found ''Heartstrings'-  is a South Korean youthful melodrama about the main characters' love, friendship and dreams, set against the backdrop of a university. (source:wiki). I saw the lead character Lee Shin played by Jung Yong Hwa. I was amazed by how he played his guitar in every episode. I know that he was not just acting when he was performing in the show. I started to like his character then the real person. I was curious so I searched about him. I found out that he is the leader of the band CNBLUE. I searched and listened to their songs and found them very nice. They have their own style and musicality. I may not have any great knowledge about music but I really like their songs. They are not just K-pop idol but a K-pop band. They make their own songs and they can sing songs in their language, in English and in Japanese. And the rest is history.

Because of CNBLUE, I started to like another color - BLUE. Blue for me is not just a color, it represents one of my favorite bands. Blue is not a feeling of sadness but something "new", bright and refreshing. Blue gives me the feeling of positivism. 

I was glad that I welcomed other things that were 'new' and now loved by me.  

Your song, my words (B.L.U.E ESSAY)

by: Jenny Dumandan

ONE TIME my friend introduced me to this ONE OF A KIND band named CNBLUE and from then on it was NEVER TOO LATE for me to become a fan girl. This made me say LET’S GO CRAZY and it started a LOVE REVOLUTION on me towards this four GREEDY MAN (I know guys you are not greedy kekekeke, I just have to insert this song title). There’s no single reason WHY I started to love this band so much and I DON’T KNOW WHY I can’t get enough of them. I always IMAGINE to become their LOVE GIRL and the four of them especially burning Lee Jonghyun will be forever my DREAM BOY.  It’s an ILLUSION for me I know but MY LOVE for them is blind, it’s really a BLIND LOVE. I love everything about them and their music makes me FLY HIGH. I always want to say ARIGATOU to them for making me always happy and for shining their LOVE LIGHT on us and every time I am FEELING sad and whenever I AM A LONER and there’s  TEARDROPS IN THE RAIN their music reminds me to TRY AGAIN, SMILE AGAIN. They are really my inspiration and they touch my life. Their songs help me to GET AWAY from my problems. My INTUITION told me IT’S NEVER TOO LATE. I am READY AND GO to always ROCK AND ROLL with their music and WITH YOUR EYES Jonghyun, Yonghwa, Minhyuk and Jungshin I will be your forever supportive  fan girl. I can always sit at a COFFEE SHOP smiling and humming LALALALA. Whatever comes my way I can confidently say COME ON. Their music and faces are always IN MY HEAD. They are like a TATTOO, I can never remove them in my system. I realized I am not a ROBOT because of them I felt the wonderful feeling of LOVE. For me it’s always a SWEET HOLIDAY.  Even ECLIPSE will reminds me of them. They are a RAIN OF BLESSING for every boice like me and through this I want my VOICE to be heard. This is not a LIE, CNBLUE is MY MIRACLE. They are not a COWARD for sharing their music and talent to the whole world. Please DON’T SAY GOODBYE to your fans and I hope your friendship and the band will last forever. HEY YOU cnblue I AM SORRY for this corny essay JUST PLEASE understand this passionate and crazy fan girl. WHERE YOU ARE we are always under one BLUE SKY.

Have a good time, HAVE A GOODNIGHT

-Jenny Neh J

Written by: Jenny Dumandan  (pls. do credit her for re-upload. Thanks!)